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Wednesday 15 February 2023

LEAVE

14 02 23


 

Characters:

Neelan – short for Neelakandan

Paru – short for Parvathi

Nandi – The bullock

 

(When the curtain rises, Neelan and Paru are laughing over some jokes.)

 

“Tak … tak … tak”

 

Paru: “Come in.”

(Nandi enters. Salutes both.)

Neelan: “Yes?”

Nandi: “Eh … eh … Want to tell you something.”

Paru: “What is that ‘something’?”

Nandi: “I understand you don’t have any journeys planned for the next few days.”

Neelan: “So what? This happens often.”

Nandi: “Yes, still …”

Paru: “Why is there a ‘still…’?”

Nandi: “Eh … eh … a week’s leave …”

Paru: “Why do you want a week’s leave?”

Nandi: “To visit Earth. Just to stroll around.”

Neelan: “Mmm. This happens every year around this time. What is so special at this time on Earth?”

Nandi: “Well, nothing special …” (Blushes)

Neelan: “Mmm. All right. But not more than a week.”

 

(Nandi departs after saluting both.)

 

Neelan: “Nandi was very upset for the past several days.”

Paru: “Yes, I had noticed it, too.”

Neelan: “How does he look now?”

Paru: “Has regained his previous happiness and enthusiasm.”

Neelan: “What do you think has happened?”

Paru: “I don’t know, what is it?”

Neelan: “A country in Earth worships the cow: Bharat.”

Paru: “Yes, that is where Kashi and Rameswaram are located.”

Neelan: “Yes. The government there issued a proclamation.”

Paru: “What proclamation?”

Neelan: “From now onwards everybody should hug cows on Valentine’s Day.”

Paru: “O yeah? Then?”

Neelan: “When it reached the media they added a little masala to it.”

Paru: “Means?”

Neelan: “Males should hug and kiss cows and females should hug and kiss bullocks.”

Paru: “That’s interesting. Then?”

Neelan: “VVVIPs booked the most beautiful cows and healthy bullocks at hefty prices and even paid advances.”

Paru: “Yeah? Then what happened?”

Neelan: “Nandi has a crush there and she is the most beautiful cow in the whole counry.”

Paru: “Then?”

Neelan: “Well, she has been booked by most of the VVVIPs.”

Paru: “Then what happens to Nandi?”

Neelan: “That is why Nandi was quite upset for the past several days. Worried sick whether his turn would come at all.”

Paru: “All right. But then how is he the previous self now?”

Neelan: “Haven’t you seen today’s newspaper?”

Paru: “O, no, I didn’t have the time. You tell me.”

Neelan: “That proclamation has been withdrawn.”

Paru: “Okay, okay. So that is why.”

Neelan: “Now no VVVIP will come in between them.”

Paru: “Yes, that is right.”

 

(Neelan and Paru look at each other and smiles.)

 

(Curtain)

Wednesday 18 January 2023

Goodbye till we meet again

[A rather lengthy adieu to colleagues at Niyogi Books, where I worked as Editor and left in 2018.] 

Convent schools or even English medium schools were unheard of in the small village where I grew up. I had, by God’s grace, good English teachers in my primary and high schools. English, therefore, became one of my favourite subjects.

I first tasted the blood proofreading and editing at CSDS, where I first worked with journals China Report and Alternatives. Mr Bejoy Bhattacharya was my Guru who initiated me into this exciting field. And my thirst for more blood remained when I left CSDS.

I indexed a number of books in TERI (The Energy and Resources Institute). I also gave a presentation to colleagues in TERI on indexing. All this gave me a good insight into the ‘what’s, the ‘why’s, and he ‘how’s of indexing. 

I should say this is also when I started serious editing. While reading the manuscript for indexing, I used to mark the mistakes I noticed. And my markings were appreciated. It prompted them to make sure that I indexed all the important publications of TERI. (Shshshsh: I smiled confidently. And patted on my back!)

Once a colleague asked me if I could prepare an index for a book written by her sister-in-law. The book was on Puri Jagannath Temple. I did. The publisher commented, ‘These were the kind of indexes I was looking for but was not getting’. These comments gave me a little more more confidence. What about freelancing on indexing?

A few months later I understood SAGE was looking for editors. I thought maybe that was the time to open up! I expressed my interest, and I was taken in as an in-house editor. Wow! The feeling was great! This, THIS, was the job I aspired for! And here it was, in my hands! This gave me an opportunity to learn first- hand about working in a publishing house. 

After seven months, I left SAGE to pursue freelancing once again. But this time I was a freelance editor more than an indexer.

And SAGE regularly gave me editing jobs. In fact I was one of the two external editors who were assigned ‘extended projects’. To be assigned an ‘extended project’ meant that right from the beginning I had to look after the project such as editing, quality checking, and corresponding with authors It was not just copy editing. I was content. Life was peaceful.

Then one day I received a call from the Vice President, Commissioning, SAGE, asking me if I would be interested to take up an assignment at NCAER who was looking for an experienced editor to bring out their Annual Report. I said, ‘Why not?’ At NCAER I continued to work much after the Annual Report was published. I edited papers and book chapters written by staff. But I found that the ‘politics’ was not to my taste. It was becoming more vicious and I decided ‘enough was enough’.

I came across an advertisement inviting applications for the posts of Editors at Niyogi Books towards the end of 2012. I mailed my CV to them and forgot about it. (Remember the Hero motorcycles advertisement, “Fill it, Forget it”?)

Then one day I received an e-mail from Papia Dey inviting me to come for an interview. I only had a vague idea about Okhla. I got a slightly clearer idea (so thought the fool in me) of the area from the Internet. But once inside Okhla, it was an unending maze. I had to enquire of several people before at last reaching D-78.

[It happened again when I came for a second interview after several days. I thought, ‘O! God! Okhla will never change!’ I forgot that it was I who had to change. So I decided to change. After joining, after having caught in the maze again, I tracked the whole route up to the main road on foot and took note of the land marks (turn left when you see the blue board pointing towards D block, turn right after the ‘lolli pop’ building [it is not actually lolli pop, but I call it thus for ease of recollecting], turn left when you notice the huge black gate on the right marked 36, turn right turn after the huge gate, where on the left you will see Seventy6).]

And when I reached, I was again slightly taken aback. I thought it was the back gate of the building, and not the front. Such big publishers (I had looked into their Web site and had been quite impressed) and such a tiny, quarter open, main gate? I asked the guard if this is the front door or the back one. That was the front gate, of course, and Papia would be available on the second floor. Having come from bright sunlight, it was difficult to climb the dark stairs which was hardly lit. It took a few minutes for me to adjust to the darkness.

On entering the second floor I saw the open cabin right in front of me. If I hadn’t, it would have been another maze with glass doors and glass walls all around. It looked like a huge glass palace! The first impression was, ‘Wow! What an impressive office!’ I went straight inside and saw this lady beside a pile of papers and a computer. I told her I was looking for Ms Papia Dey. After making sure that I had come for the interview, she requested me to wait and pointed the sofa to me.

I was later led by the lady (it was only much later that I knew that she was Papia) to a huge hall where two ladies were present. When I occupied the chair pointed out to me, the lady sitting nearer to me said, pointing to the other one, ‘This is Mrs Tultul Niyogi’. The surname was familiar, having read the name quite a few times recently. I suddenly realised I was sitting in front of the Boss! Until much later, only after joining, did I come to know that it was Nitasha who had been talking to me. I was asked a few questions, was asked to fill up a form and was told, as usual, that they would let me know in due course.

One day I received another mail from Papia asking me to come for a second interview. This time I met Mr Niyogi in the presence of Ms Niyogi and Nitasha. It was not an interview as such; he did not ask me any questions. I think we discussed general things such as working in Niyogi Books. He assured me that we are all very cool people and that I would have enough freedom to do my work without anybody looking over my shoulder every now and then.

I joined Niyogi Books on Monday, 11 February 2013 and got the first assignment the same day. This first book (Indigo) was, incidentally, released only in 2014 (‘due to reasons beyond my control’!), much after I had completed another two books.

To cut a long story short, I did a few more books during the past three years. I had very healthy and cool interactions with all my colleagues. Due to my age (‘boodha ho gaya hoon, na!) I think I got undue respect from several young colleagues. Instead of calling me Jayanthan or even Mr Jayanthan, they called me Sir. But am I that old? I don’t feel so (neither does my wife!). Somebody has said, ‘Age is only a number.’ Yes, but the problem is, when that number crosses 60, people look at you differently. Suddenly you have become old!

Even Mr Niyogi and Ms Niyogi used to address me with a Sir! Initially I used to be embarrassed. I haven’t found such humility in many people. I have heard him shouting at and reprimanding people who have worked with him for much longer than me. But till today, he has not raised his voice at me even once. It is certainly not my credit, but without doubt, his humbleness. And I whole-heartedly salute him.

I don’t remember when I first noticed all those framed certificates that smiled at you from your side when you climb up the stairs. Initially I used to feel like a VIP being accorded a warm welcome by beautiful young girls smiling from both sides with thalapoli in their hands!

Niyogi Books is the second publisher I have seen (I confess I have not known many publishers) that gives full credit to the in-house editor and designer by printing their names on the copyright page. Hats off to Niyogi Books! This indeed is a very good thing to encourage the staff.

After joining, soon I mastered a very peculiar habit of literally closing my ears to whatever happens around me. This happened because, all around me there were discussions in ‘Bongla’ of which I understood nothing. Absolutely nothing at all. Even three years after nearly drowning in such discussions every day, I still cannot understand a word of Bangla! I only know those few words (Kemon acche? Bhalo acche) that I had learned from a Bengali friend several years ago. As a result, sometimes, even when the discussion had switched over to English so that I could understand, my ears refused to hear! Initially I did try to catch the essence of some discussions. But after a few attempts I gave up.

Once a decision was taken by all of them together that any discussion, especially work related, will only be done in English or Hindi. And it was done, I think, for a day or two. One’s love for mother tongue is like the proverbial curved tail that never straightens. Soon we were back to square one. This, however, happens with everybody. I also used to enjoy talking in Malayalam to the only other Malayalee on our floor, sometimes to the amusement of other friends. I used to, however, get a little upset when discussion suddenly turns to Bangla even in official meetings! A few times I had to remind that there was a ‘foreigner’ present among them!

One regret I have is that Nitasha left a couple of months after I joined. She was an excellent guide, mentor, and friend and I could have learned many things from her had she remained a little longer. But destiny had other plans for her and she left to take up a far  more important role.

One thing I found a little disappointing is the emphasis on quantity, sometimes at the cost of quality. If the printing of a book is delayed by a few days, the hue and cry will die out soon. But if wrong or inappropriate information (or even grammar or spelling mistakes), get printed it remains for ever. This can be solved by getting a few copies printed immediately and then print bulk copies later after making all necessary changes. 

Well, that is not a big question mark. I have three things in mind. (i) I want to spend a little more time on religious matters. (I don’t hesitate, rather I am proud, to say that I am religious. I believe in that power which is called variously as God, Mother, Jesus, or Allah.) (Some of you might ask, Sanyas? Mmmm … not, exactly. But moving towards God, yes!) (ii) I have a couple of personal projects on which I wanted to spend time and was not able to till now. Now is the time I shall resume work on these. (iii) Any freelance job that comes to me will be taken up, too. But I shall actually start marketing myself as a freelancer only after a few months, when I finish a considerable part of my projects.

It has been very nice to have met, spoken, known, and worked with you all. Though not a long association to have an impact in your memories, my stay here has been very fruitful to me. I have been fortunate to have met a friendly, open, helpful, and sincere group of colleagues. During our first meeting, Mr Niyogi said, ‘We are a very cool group, and you will have complete freedom in doing your work.’ Very true! You are a cool lot and I had complete freedom (in fact, excess freedom!) in carrying out my responsibilities.

I have no words to express my gratitude to all of you for accepting and tolerating me with all my shortcomings and eccentricities. But a time comes when you think it is time to move on. And this happens with everybody at times. You feel something, somewhere, is not right. At times it passes on in due course of time. But sometimes some things linger on or recur. It, kind of, disturbs you a bit. You start thinking, may be, MAY BE, it is time to move on.

You come alone to (unless you are twins, or triplets, or quadruplets, or ... or … what do you say when 11 babies are born together?!), and go alone from, this world. Once born, we are all constantly travelling, sometimes alone, sometimes in groups. Some of us continue on the same path while a few of us may take a diversion. I think the time has come for me to take a diversion. And the decision is entirely mine, and only mine.

I am sure, however, that we shall again meet somewhere, sometime.

If I have hurt any of you by my words or actions, during the course of our journey, I request your forgiveness.

Sunday 1 January 2023

To TERIers

 I knew it had to come one day.

One always longs for one’s native place where one has spent one’s childhood. That is the most beautiful place ever.


We are returning to that beautiful place in Kerala.


Am leaving NCR on the New Year day for good.


Fifty years is not a short time. Half of this was spent in TERI.


Would have loved to have said ‘Bye’ personally to all of you, but time says, ‘no’!


Lots and lots of memories of TERI.


Shall, however, be associated with TERI Alumni Association.


Adieu, my friends and TERI family members!


See you.


To Sagarians

Early 2000s.

Lived in Sreeniketan Apartments, Vasundhara Enclave, Delhi.

Owning a flat was a dream.

Internet, property dealers, nothing worked.

Sixty per cent (or more) in cash! Cash has usually a colour – black.

We didn’t have any!

We were averse to UP (Ghaziabad was notorious then).

Haryana was okay (had some relatives in Faridabad).

Delhi had first preference.

 

Enter my cousin, PKN Namboodiri.

He was member of a society under construction in NOIDA. He talked to the developer. There were two vacancies, one two- and one three-bed room flat. If interested, could pay equalization money and block.

I worked in private sector, not eligible for membership.

Wife was eligible; she became a member.

UP/Noida began tasting sweet! Wow!

 

Come mid-2003.

Proud owners of B-703.

A dream came through.

On our first visit, before becoming a member, the main gate was in the middle (no ‘gate’ as such, though, it was just a wide opening for trucks to enter).

In the centre, a huge pool for storing water for construction.

The gate later got moved to the side.

The pool became a fountain, which got demolished later. Now it is just the central park.

Difficult to build but easy to demolish, right?

 

We were one of the initial residents.

Electricity was through generator, water was hard, direct from the borewell.

Slowly more flats were occupied.

Then we evolved, slowly but steadily.

 

Together we loved, respected, joked, sang, played, cried, quarrelled, compromised, made friends with each other, and above all, lived full lives.

Made several friends, sat with them, discussed with them, made plans with them, compromised with them, …

 

2003 to 2023 – 20 years. Very beautiful, satisfying, and invaluable two decades.

 

Now, it is time to say goodbye for the time being.

We shall soon be moving to Kerala.

Sons are settled in Pune and Bangalore.

As long as B-703 remains with us, we are part of the family: Sagar family!

 

So, see you soon.